“Hello stranger, he thought. Hello, old friend. I never believed in you, not really. I believe Alain did, and I knew that Cuthbert did-Cuthbert believed in everything-but I was the hardheaded one. I thought you were only a tale for children…another wind which blew around in my old nurse’s hollow head before finally escaping her jabbering mouth. But you were here all along, another refuse of the old times, like the pump at the way station and the old machines under the mountains. Are the Slow Mutants who worshipped those broken remnants the final descendants of the people who once lived in this forest and finally fled your wrath? I don’t know, will never know…but it feels right. Yes. And then I came with my friends-my deadly new friends, who are becoming so much like my deadly old friends. We came, weaving our magic circle around us and around everything we touch, strand by poisonous strand, and now here you lie, at our feet. The world has moved on again, and this time, old friend, it’s you who have been left behind.”—The Dark Tower III: The Wastelands by Stephen King (via shootwithyourmind)
So after sleeping last night one and a half hours I survived the day with too much coffee. I never drink coffee at work, because I’m going to be amped after too much. But today I needed. I left the office at 8 pm (I worked today 10,5 hours) after being for 2 hours alone. So I switched the radio channel to a rock channel and with a perfect timing because Narcissistic Cannibal from Korn started at that moment.
So at the moment I still have a tremor and the beginning of neurodermatitis in my face. Till yesterday it was only on my hands.
I have nearly a million lighters in my appartment but nothing to smoke. :( And I will not retry to smoke black tealeaves under the factor of a bottle vanilla schnapps. I should not have stopped smoking cigarettes when I was 20. The last few weeks I feel the need to start again.
i am committed to getting the fore arm one for sure as soon as i have the money and the design
Oh I know the problem with to wait until you have enough money for getting a Tattoo. That was also a reason why I got my first one not until I was 22. I had the design before, but was unemployed and had no money.
The design will come. I’m always playing with some ideas and then comes the point I’m seeing the design. But I’m maybe the only person ever who got a Tattoo after a dream in which I had that one.
your tattoos are amazing looking i have to say i want an eagle on my shoulder if its not cliche like a cool looking one and a serpent on my fore arm i think
Thanks. I love my tattoos.
I like serpent tattoos that are placed on a fore arm. I have seen some cool ones. But I have only seen cliche eagle tattoos, never a cool looking one. So if you find a cool looking one, please show me, I’m interested to see.
Are you still playing with the idea of getting them or are you in the phase that you’ll definitely get them?
Ok the first Tai Chi session today had no effect. It’s nearly 3 am I have to stand up at 6 am and I’m still not tired. Means this afternoon I could have sleep directly, but there I was at work and that would have been a bad timing.
My peace of mind is still not back, I’m not tired but have to stand up in 3 hours and having a shitty tough day in front of me. I’m glad when that day is gone and I can leave work before 8 pm, that would only be 3 hours overtime. Now I want to hit my head against a wall. Maybe then I’m able to sleep.
But to see a good thing the day after is Donnerstag (Thursday) and Donnerstag is Dönerstag. Means a co-worker and I will go to a diner with the best Turkish food I ever ate. We go there every two weeks during our lunch break and the owners are so nice. They recognized us after 3 times and how we want to have our food and always giving us free Baklava.
But now I’m trying to find some sleep. Have to think about the idea with my head meeting the wall or my desk.
hey so whats your favorite color just wondering? mine is green.
I can’t decide between black and blue.
And you’re seeing that in my clothes, like I normally wear blue jeans and black shirts. Or most time in my hair, because it’s dyed blue-black since I was 14. Sometimes I switch to red hair, like at the moment.
And I have said to much for such a simple question. :)
I saw at the edge of my angle of view a red blinking light. I was a bit confused but thought it came from out sight, because I’m insane and having the window open when it’s 5°C outside (it’s 22°C in insight and I’m not getting the temperature down). Then I realized that it’s my USB drive that is connected with my TV. But my TV is off. But the USB drive is happily blinking. Maybe it’s telling me that I should go to bed, because we’re having 1 am. Or it warns me for the upcoming zombie apocalypse.