“Hug and kiss whoever helped get you - financially, mentally, morally, emotionally - to this day. Parents, mentors, friends, teachers. If you’re too uptight to do that, at least do the old handshake thing, but I recommend a hug and a kiss. Don’t let the sun go down without saying thank you to someone, and without admitting to yourself that absolutely no one gets this far alone.”—Stephen King (via ocarinaoft1me)
I started today with Tai Chi. A co-worker organized it for all who are interested in our stock. Hope it brings my peace of mind back.
In the past all I needed was driving back home after work and hearing loud rock music. After 20 minutes I was calm and relaxed and had 10 minutes left.
But since the beginning of this year it didn’t work anymore. That I can’t sleep makes it not better. Like a co-worker told me how surprised she was about some stuff that I wrote her, because she know me for so many years but never thought that I can be anything different than calm.
me:I left the room for 5 minutes and you know the guys since they noticed that they don't have to be considerate of me.
Co-Worker:How could you let her alone with the guys? Did she really left because she was alone with them?
me:That or because she had no idea what a bank statement is and when I have to start with the big bang it's no assistance for me. And it was not my dicision that she should go, I had some filing, that she could have done, but someone had another opinion.